This here is a two part series.
The first about this here pic.a.ture.
The second, my rant from hell.
Part one: I am a Harry Potter fan, this here is voldemort. click to zoom in. i love the way this turned out. everything is colored perfectly. hes not looking at anything in particular its just the way i drew him as if wondering what its all about. No back ground was really just perfect so i just made it like that. i drew him because i felt in a way im just like the great "he-who-must-not-be-named". i mean i want everything and i am actualy right down to it greedy. hell if i had no family and wuz a bleedin wizard i probably end up just like this guy.
part two: Alright then this is the part were i rant, so here we go..: (seriously you dont need to read this it just there cuz i promised to put it there)
‘Elo me name is derek I'm a 16 year old Canadian male whose has a serious overemotion problem. The last girl friend I had was last summer and that only last two days because I didn’t find her attractive. The thing about women who date me is they either become to attached and I end up not liking them in the long run or we never talk. The only real relationships that are good for me are the ones I choose to have. I really bleeding hate it when a woman asks me out and I don’t like her. I am shallow that way. Now in one case it was ok because it was only an internet gf situation and she was someone I could talk to when no one else would listen. I love her for that and yet love for me is a really weak word. Right now in my life I feel abandoned by my friends and feel really pathetic when I have to resort to taking the love of a girl in another country. I am totally old fashioned that way. I loved wut we had, it’s just...I needed a 'human' 'touch'....
My life is as pathetic as it comes i’m a boy with no woman no future no friends no life and no bleeding idea on how to write me story.
Everday if wake up hoping that the day is going to be better than the last and finally ill get my girl. But deep down i know it will never happen. I’m just some nobody! whose only three pleasures are his games, his ever active imagination which portrays love as such a unimpossible thing top come by and five minutes on a bus with a woman who i have become too bleeding attached to. I hate myself because I find I’m as bad looking as they come. I hate myself for the way I take the shit people throw at me because I’m afraid ill kill the only chance at a future I still have, I hate my work ethic, I hate my backstabbing friends, i hate the disapointment i see in my fathers eyes everytime he passes me by and most of all I hate the choice I make on everything I do.
bugger it, i try.
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